April 25, 2012
When you read this again, I want you to remember all the hard work and times you doubted yourself so you can pass that on to new teachers. Also, keep in mind that you enjoyed many successes along the way and developed a calm, confident feeling finally...although, that feeling did not come until shortly before graduation! Remember when it finally clicked and you could actually picture yourself teaching in a classroom with your very own students. That was a great feeling. I hope you continue to appreciate the good times and begin each day feeling refreshed and energized. Don't let any negative thoughts crowd into your brain when you are overwhelmed or frustrated with some students. After all, they are only kids and sometimes enjoy getting a reaction, even if it is negative.
The year was full of many great moments and most of those were when you least expected it. One of your favorite moments was when each student in your homeroom wrote a nice note to you and they presented them on a key chain. The paper was even heart shaped. So, even if they are acting like crazy fools, they still care and appreciate you. Perhaps you could do something similar for your students when they least expect it. It is sometimes the smallest gestures that mean the most. This is a great reminder that you can be creative when trying to connect and motivate students...and it is also cost-efficient!
Another realization this year was that most parents want to know what is going on and they can help when you need them. You have seen the negativity in other teachers when it comes to contacting parents. Please don't stop trying to communicate with parents even when you think it won't help.
Keep seeking out new resources and mentors who love teaching. Surrounding yourself with positive people inspired you this year and if you feel like you are in a rut, find other teachers who are excited and want to keep improving. Don't ever stop being reflective. Sometimes you feel like you overthink thing,s but it is usually during those times that you find something to be inspired by.
You discovered that it is easy to fall into the politics and gossip that are evident in the school. No matter what is said, don't get involved in that. Your cooperating teacher was a great model and he taught you to stay out of other teachers' drama because it can be like a bad infection. We should be there for the kids and they deserve to have a dedicated team to be role models for them. You can't do that if you are part of a culture who focuses on drama.
This year, you felt like you had some great ideas but weren't sure how to bring them up since you were just a student teacher. I hope you will be a leader in your school, suggesting new and innovative ideas. Don't get stuck in old ways and be courageous!
